Will you write a book about me? Or you could paint me like one of your French girls.

Will you write a book about me? Or you could paint me like one of your French girls.

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Nightmares by the sea

I wonder if these people saw it coming and got out before it was too late. Then years later we ironically worship them while still feeding off of the shit they didn't want to be surrounded by. Maybe we should all go for a swim and never come back.

-Allan

If you don't have anything nice to say

I had a dream last night that I got married. I was still 18. It was complete and utter crap. I didn't love who I was marrying. I don't even remember who it was. There was just a wedding and I'm pretty sure I was the one marrying someone. There wasn't enough food. The moral of that story is that I recall not being able to tell my parents. The whole time I was just bummed because my parents weren't there. I feel like that's how it's really going to end up. Because I'm me and that's how I work.

-Allan

The Virgin

Today we talked dreams and I realized I still have the same exact fucking dream since I was a wee little person. I just care less about it.

-Allan

Sleep Well

I'm in no position to ask "Where's my dignity?"
It was gone to moment I realized I couldn't have you
It left with the money...
...the time spent
...the thousands of miles I've driven
Just to see you
Just so you can smile at me
Then walk away
While I stand wondering "What the fuck just happened?"
I'm well aware
It's rhetorical
I'll leave now

-Allan

timshel

coal mine. trap me and call it a day. go back to your wife and kids. enjoy a nice meal and lay by the fire until you fall asleep. wake up tomorrow and go back to work. me? i'll let them dig.

-Mary

Watermark

The biggest lie we tell ourselves
Is that it all works out
That we can just sit on four's
And wait

I like to lie.

-Allan